All Saints Episcopal Church in Chicago

“That Person”

John 21:1-21
Bonnie A. Perry
April 14, 2013


He was that person.

 “That person” takes several forms.

  That person can be the one

 who says the thing

 that makes everyone else wince. 

 True though it may be—

everyone else knows—

some tidbits are not to be uttered aloud. 

 Every one else understands this truism

 except “that person.” 


 In the world of kayaking trips, 

“that person” is the one 

everyone else is always waiting for.  

He or she is the last person packed, 

the last person 

    with her sleeping bag stuffed into her boat, 

the one whose foot pegs 

     need to be adjusted on the water, 

the one who has forgotten 

a vital piece of gear or equipment some place else.  


In one of my 

high-end kayak training classes in Scotland, 

where I was the only American, 

and the only woman, 

the only one under 5’10”,

 I was also the only one

 who had forgotten

 her life jacket, spray skirt, and paddle 

    in another bag, back at the gear shed.  

Seriously they all looked at me 

and took a collective step away

…I was “that person”…

(the instructor though—when I suggested he chide me said,

 “Seriously Bonnie I can’t imagine 

that I could say anything to you 

that you haven’t already said to yourself

and much louder.”)


Well he was that person. 

 He was the one 

everyone else was really glad

 that they weren’t.  

This was about a lot more

 than not having his gear

 in the right place at the right time. 

 He was the one 

     who was going to be there.  

He was the one 

     who promised to stick with him

          through it all.  

But after the arrest, 

as Jesus was being questioned 

   by the high priests, 

after the fickle crowds 

did what fickle crowds do—

when the obnoxious girl 

made fun of his accent 

and said,

 right there in the high priest’s courtyard

—“listen to you—

you’ve got the same hick accent he has—

you’re a Galilean—

he’s a Galilean—surely you are one of them.”  


“No no no.  Not me.”  

No no no—

I don’t know who or what you are talking about.” 

 Yeah he, Peter,

 just became “that person.”  


Think about it—

he’s probably the only one

 who is kind of 

narcissistically ambivalent 

about Jesus’ resurrection appearances. 

 How’s that got to feel?  

Hey he’s not dead—he’s alive.  

Great. Wait—

oh right—Jesus knows I’m that person. 


 Ever had that feeling? 

When you see 

that side of yourself, 

that shallow, flawed, frail side, 

that side of you that you know so well

 and like so little?  


They go to Galilee, 

because Mary Magdalene said

 that Jesus, up from the grave,


 he has said, 

go to Galilee and there

 I will meet you. 

 So they go. 

 Peter who was supposed to be the rock

—upon which all will be built—

Peter goes too. 

 But I gotta figure 

he must have been something of a mess.  


So they get to the sea.  

Peter says, I’m going fishing.  

And the rest of the gang follows along. 

 There’s got to be some comfort

 in at least doing the thing

 Peter knows how to do.  

Going back 

to what he was doing long before

 Jesus of Nazareth walked into his life.


All night long—

in two different boats—they fish.  

I have to say, (as an aside) 

there doesn’t ever seem to be 

a single story in scripture 

of these guys being successful fishermen—

     without divine intervention.  

Anyway—all night long 

they ply the waters 

and come up with nothing, nada.  


Then as they are heading back to shore,

 as the first rays of the sun

 are beginning to splice through 

the water’s darkness 

a man from the beach calls out to them.  

“Lads—did you catch anything? 


Try throwing your nets off to the right side…”


Bang—more fish

 than the dudes from Discovery Channel’s 

Deadliest Catch ever had.  

Fish everywhere.  

Then John, the apostle  

the one who stayed by the cross,

 the one who was with Jesus

 to the very end, 

he’s not blinded by self-loathing—

he sees who it is. 

 He sees that it’s Jesus on the beach.  

He tells Peter.  


Peter, God Bless him, 

Peter puts on his clothes 

and dives into the water. 

 He swims to shore.  

He may be that person

 but he’s not hiding from Jesus.  He goes for it.  

He gets to shore—now what? 


Jesus has a little bar-b-q going: 

fish and bread on the grill.  

No one else has yet gotten to shore-

--Peter can’t stand being himself

 with Jesus alone.  

He goes back, wades into the water

 and greets the boat as it lands.  

He hauls out the net.  

And then—

well he must have lined up that catch on the beach

—one flapping fish—

laying next to another—

how else would we know there were 153 of them?  


Well eventually Jesus says, 

“Come on over and get some food.”  

Breakfast on the beach. 

 Food never tastes better 

than when we get to eat it on the beach.  


And in front of everyone else, 

Jesus asks  Peter, “Do you love me?”

  Peter no doubt horrified

 that he had denied Jesus before

—immediately says

“yes, you know I do.” 

 “Do you love me?

     Yes I do.  

Do you love me, 

“Yes yes yes.” 

I think Jesus asks him three times, 

just so that Peter can hear himself say aloud

 I love you Jesus—

as many times as he denied Jesus. 


Jesus ends his interchange with Peter by saying, 

“Follow me.” 

 Because with Jesus that person,

 doesn’t stay on the edge.  

“That person”, 

the one the rest of us are all stepping away from, 

that person is the one

 Jesus moves toward.   

With Jesus not one of us

 is ever lost, let go of 

      or written off.  

“That person” just doesn’t exist in Christ’s world.  


In baptism this morning—

as we pour waters 

from around the world on Nell, 

we are saying to her

 and reminding each of us—

that baptism—is what washes

 the grit of shame and despair away.  


Let’s be clear –not that Nell has any need of that—

no way—no how 

she is beautiful and pure 

and made in the image and likeness of God.  

But this day 

as we pour water on her beautiful head

 we do so reminding ourselves

 that for us and for her

 from this day onward

 we can never be forgotten,

 excluded or set aside.  

Nothing we can ever do

 can permanently separate us from God.   


In God, in Christ, 

“that person” does not exist.  


Alleluia. Christ is risen.  

The  Lord is risen indeed.  Alleluia.



Copyright Bonnie A. Perry 2013




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Dear Friends,

Tomorrow afternoon I'll hit a milestone that astonishes me. I'm honored to be officiating at Kate Gannett and Jamison Merrill's wedding. Katie was one of the five or six little ones who were here at All Saints when I first arrived almost 25 years ago. She was five years old... Now she's working on a graduate degree at Johns Hopkins. She and Jamison met while working in South Africa.

So much has changed since then and yet this community of faith, although much bigger (and heaven knows our building looks much better), retains the same "let's just give this a try and see what happens" spirit. Back then we had Clyde Propst and a few dedicated church school teachers who were willing to give their time to be with our young people and let them know that they mattered. Today we still have Clyde Propst, and more than 10 other people, working with and serving our young ones. In addition, one of the little ones from back in the day, Hilary Waldron, now facilitates our incredibly active 7-12 grade youth group. Taking young people seriously can make a huge difference in their lives! I am so grateful to our nursery, church school teachers, and youth group advisors. Thank you for all that you do and give.

This weekend, in addition to Kate's wedding, I'll be getting my sermon ready for Sunday and anticipating our amazing end-of-the-church-school-ice-cream social. 

Colin and the choir will be creating some lovely music and Emily will be catching some time away after an incredibly packed Spring!

I look forward to seeing you all on Sunday!

All the best,


The last few Sundays of our church school year are quickly approaching:

Sunday, June 18th - The Annual Ice Cream Social when church school hosts coffee hour and what's better than ice cream! There will be a variety of ice cream flavors and many possible toppings for do-it-yourself Sundaes served on the lawn in front of the church. Children help with set up serve (and eating!) ice cream, and clearing away the debris

The rest of June and July - Although Sunday school classes do not meet at 10 during the summer, Atrium I will continue to be open during the 9 o'clock service until the end of July. Atrium I children who attend the 11 o'clock service will be welcome in the nursery during the service.

At 10 o'clock children are encouraged to come help water, weed and harvest vegetables from the garden we're planting to support the Ravenswood Services Community Kitchen.


redbirdUnderstanding Vocation in a Complex World

Parishioner Liz Futrell and her colleague Kate Rademacher both work in international public health with a focus on trying to increase access to contraception for women in developing countries. Both women feel a sense of vocation in this work. However, with birth control remaining a controversial topic in the political and religious landscapes, understanding this work as a vocational calling can raise challenging questions. Liz and Kate will talk about how their work intersects with their faith. Kate will read from her new memoir about her recent conversion to Christianity, and Liz will read from a piece about her career path that's been included in a new anthology of women's stories.

Discussion will take place Sunday, June 25, during coffee hour. There will be time for open discussion and the group will be invited to share their experiences and thoughts about discernment and understanding vocation.


revelationsMonday nights at 7:30, Beginning July 10

Bible study is back! If the current U.S. presidency and administration is causing you to wonder if we're living in "apocalyptic times," then studying the Book of Revelation is perfect for this summer's Bible study! The Monday nights for this, from 7:30 to 9 p.m. (6 to 7:15 p.m. for dinner beforehand at O'Shaughnessy's), are July 10, 17, 24 and 31.

Your "tour guide" on this journey will be parishioner Jerome Wilczynski. Jerome holds a Master's degree in Systematic Theology and New Testament from Catholic Theological Union, and a Doctoral degree in Clinical Psychology from the Illinois School of Professional Psychology. He is Associate Professor/Core Faculty in the department of Counselor Education and Supervision at Argosy University, Chicago. The point of our study will be to de-mystify this all too often misunderstood text from Scripture. The main commentary Jerome will use to assist us in unearthing the rich symbolism of this book will be Wilfrid Harrington's Revelation from the Sacra Pagina series, in case you want to buy it—but don't feel you have to.


Summer Lineup Selected
The All Saints Book Club met on May 11th and decided on a lineup of books for the next year. The book club is open to anyone who enjoys reading. The meetings start at 7:30 PM usually at the home of a member. The locations and further details are on our Facebook page
Here is the schedule for the next several months:
  • July 13 -  "The Warmth of Other Suns" by Isabel Wilkerson
  • August 10 - "Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil" by John Berendt
  • September 14 - "Operation Breadbasket" by Martin Deppe
  • For additional information, contact Mike Burke (


    Individual Actions Towards Racial Equality

    Volunteer Opportunities, Events, and Recommendations

    (re)imagining: Racial Justice Summit Sponsored by YWCA Evanston/North Shore:

    Thursday, April 6 from 6 - 8 pm
    Friday, April 7 from 9 am - 4 pm
    Unitarian Church of Evanston
    1330 Ridge Ave., Evanston, IL
    Goal: "To bring people of all ages and demographics together to deepen their understanding of their own racial identities, develop skills to work for change, formulate action plans and engage with others."

    For Information and Registration, click here

    "The Scottsboro Boys" at Porchlight Theater through March 12th
    A musical production that is getting rave reviews, "nominated for 12 Tony Awards, and presented in the style of the notorious "minstrel show", this true-life story of nine African American teenagers accused and put on trial in Memphis for a crime they did not commit is one America's most notorious episodes of injustice; inaugurating a wave of social changes leading up to the modern Civil Rights Movement."

    For information and ticket prices, click here

    Suggested reading, non-fiction: 
    Tears We Cannot Stop: A Sermon to White America by Michael Eric Dyson, January, 2017

    This book has been described as "...a provocative and deeply personal call for change. Dyson argues that if we are to make real racial progress we must face difficult truths, including being honest about how black grievance has been ignored, dismissed, or discounted."

    Recommended as a "companion piece to the film rather than a stand-alone book." One reviewer recommended "seeing the film first, and then using the book for meditation and revisiting afterward."

    Volunteer opportunity: GROWING HOME "We have a vision of a world of healthy people and communities. Everyone deserves to have a good job, and everyone deserves to eat well." Since 2002, Growing Home has trained and employed and, most importantly, given a second chance to people with employment barriers. You may be familiar with their Wood Street farm in Englewood. Their farms are the first and only USDA-certified organic high-production urban farms in Chicago, and because they strive to also feed their community well, all their produce is grown, harvested, cleaned, and sold within a 20-mile radius. Read more at

    Volunteer opportunity: Non-profit Reading In Motion has successfully refined its mission over its 30+ years to help give kindergarten and first grade students foundational reading skills they need to start on a path for lifetime learning. They partner with public school teachers and have been extremely successful in making a difference in children's lives. Click here for more info.


    We're running low on paper and reusable bags for our Tuesday night pantry. Please bring us your extras! 
    We will be taking donations on Tuesday evenings, M-F 9am-4pm, and on Sundays during church services. Look for the bins by the doors. Thanks for your help!

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    breakersbibleWe are very excited to announce that every Sunday at 2:00 pm, All Saints' offers something new at the Breakers - An Evening Prayer Service! Our first event was Sunday, December 4th, and went marvelously well - we had 13 attendees! Folks are very pleased that there's a Protestant service being offered in addition to the current choices (which are Catholic and Moody Bible.) The Prayer Service itself is printed in large print and in bulletin style with scripture taken each week from the Common Lectionary.

    The weekly service starts at 2:00 pm, upstairs on the second floor Meditation Room, and lasts about 15 minutes. Please contact Paul Mallatt if you have questions, or comments at 773-860-4649. When you can, stop by the Breakers (5333 N Sheridan Rd) where the parking is free (for 2 hours), the coffee is hot, and the folks are friendly!


    Jeff Lee
    Dear Polly and All Saint's Kids,
    I am writing to you from a meeting of the board of Episcopal Relief & Development in Bogota, Columbia. We are meeting here to visit some of our partner ministries with people in need. I have seen the amazing results of this year's bake sale (in fact, I'm looking at photos of some of the cakes - wow!), and you have reminded me that we don't have to travel to Columbia or South Sudan to make a huge impact for the good of God's people.
    I am so proud and grateful for you and the work you do. You guys are heroes. Our friends in South Sudan will be blessed by your effort.
    In Christ,
    Jeffrey D. Lee
    Bishop of Chicago

    Sundays at 10am

    The phrase Imago Dei means the Image of God. Specifically, the image of God as it is found in humanity. The image of God in us - it is what makes us spiritual people - valued as whole and complete. What does it mean to creatively live as whole people? How do we live in relationship with others - respecting and sharing one another's security and one another's discomfort?

    Join us on Sunday mornings between services as we figure out together how to help one another take practical responsibility for living in this world - especially as racial and spiritual beings.

    True - our time will be uncomfortable because it will mean talking about race, violence, personal helplessness, and personal failure. Also true - this will be comforting and supportive because it will mean getting to be honest, practicing together, and caring for one another.

    Every week we will ask one another "What have you done in these past 7 days with who you are and within your sphere of influence when it comes to the realities of race?" the answers will be different for each person and it won't be a competition. We will be lifting up the everyday choices we make and don't make. Sometimes we will like what happens and sometimes we won't.

    And - we will be doing it together.

    The Middle Eastern refugees and immigrants served by the Iraqi Mutual Aid Society were deeply moved by the notes of welcome from All Saints. We shared them at our community lunch on Thursday, and now they will hang in our conference room to remind people of your warm welcome in the days to come. Thanks!

    Laura Youngberg

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    Calling all bakers! If you love the smell of fresh-baked bread filling your kitchen, please consider signing up to bake communion bread for our services. This involves a one-month commitment that you'll share with another baker, and you can do all your baking at once and add to the reserves in our freezer.

    Signing up is easy, just click here for our page on Signup Genius and reserve your favorite month.

    Contact Jennifer Simokaitis, or Anne Ellis if you have any questions.

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    Grow Community has created yard signs for anyone who would like to display support for our local public high schools. Signs and sign holders are available in the Reading Room.



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    RCS is looking for help serving and cleaning up after dinner on Tuesdays from 6:15-8:00pm.
    If you're able to volunteer, contact Emily or Operations Manager Parker Callahan, or call 773-769-0282.


    helloDo you feel called to create an open, welcoming, hospitable environment at All Saints? Do you like meeting and connecting with people? Join the new Hospitality Ministry! Members of the Hospitality Ministry will help the clergy and vestry create a welcoming culture by greeting new members, engaging new faces at coffee hour, and helping connect new members of All Saints with our various programs.

    Interested? Contact Diane Doran or Michelle Mayes. Include "Hospitality Ministry" in the subject line.

    Our new Associate Rector, Emily Williams Guffey, is enjoying getting to know everyone in our congregation. Help her put names and faces together by adding yourself to our online directory!

    If you are a member of All Saints' and haven't already registered for the directory, please contact our resident web guru Jim Crandall at and he will send a user name, password, and instructions.

    Join the All Saints' Care Ministry! 

    casseroleThe Care Ministry at All Saints' is a quiet one, simply providing meals after a new baby arrives, after surgery, during an illness. Because when life gets complicated, dinner is often the last thing on our minds--but sometimes a meal and visit from a friend is exactly what we need!

    If you can provide a meal, give someone a ride, or run an errand once in awhile, please email You'll be contacted when a need arises and you can sign up to help at your convenience.


    tinaParishioner, Tina Tchen, accepts Bishop Maryann Budde's invitation to preach at the National Cathedral Sunday, May 8. Click here to see the video.


    Please consider supporting the restoration project of our historic building. To make a donation, click here

    1883 Construction web 

    This week’s stories of the bell tower: The beams and posts in the bell tower are being filled with epoxy and fungicide to prevent future insect damage and to restore their strength and integrity. Here are some photos of the work currently taking place. Everywhere you see white is where the post or beam is being rebuilt, restored and protected.
    The blue hue in the photo is from the tarp surrounding the bell tower enabling Ron Young and his crew to continue working in the dropping temperatures.

    Here is a collection of photos of the progress of our 1883 Project. Here is a collection of bell tower photos. Check back often for updates.

    Sunday Service Times

    8:00 am Inclusive Language Eucharist
    9:00 am Holy Eucharist with Choir
    10:00 am Children's Church School
    10:00 am Coffee Hour
    11:00 am Holy Eucharist with Choir


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    Bonnie on Huffington Post

    Occasionally Bonnie's sermons are published on the Huffington Post. Here are some links.

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    December 24, 2014

    The Deep Sleep of Racial Oblivion: One Pastor's Sin of Omission

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